Tuesday, 30 March 2010
4 ever us goodbyes
in my mind we flew up so high
inside ur body, immortals sigh
write these words 2 set them free
every word now breathes 2 make u want me
chorus
these words could speak 4ever more
because its u i want, love & adore
but reality is that dreams they end
happy smiles, now downward bends
secret tears well in my eyes
as i prepare 4 ever us goodbyes
2.
if i could write a story just 4u
u would read about us starting new
our eyes would meet across a room
i'd walk over 2u 2 a funky tune
u'd look away ur feeling shy
i'd offer u a drink of rose wine
tell u all about ur body & mind
how i was slowly going 2 make u mine
3.
i'd ask u out on an "only us" date
u'd play hard 2 get & make me wait
b4 agreeing sweetly 2 accompany me
2 a special place, thru the sun & trees
4.
ur face it would then break a happy smile
u'd laugh with me then spend a while
thinking of things 4 us 2 do & see
plan 2 make us ours, create u & me
5.
the next night i'd pull up outside ur place
then wait a while as u dressed in lace
elegantly covered by pretty clothes
with soft painted lips that spit petal rose
then as u made ur way thru an open door
& as your body swayed, i'd watch in awe
certain i'd already fallen deep so true
dreaming ideas of eternity 4 me & u
6.
this rhyme now skips to 6 months on
days, weeks and months have passed with fun
we speak & make our future plans
u become my woman, i become ur man
our plan evolves & we find ourselves
strolling a golden beach of sand & shells
having made a promise of u & me
us deep in love b4 a sunset sea
7.
i'd get high on the drug of initials LJ
maybe the love we'd make would find a way
new life 4 a reason 2 share our us
as we'd lose the need 4 selfish love
chorus
these words could speak 4ever more
because it's u i want, love & adore
but reality is that dreams they end
happy smiles, now downward bend
secret tears well in my eyes
as i prepare 4 ever us goodbyes
Monday, 29 March 2010
if only u knew
realise, go look in the mirror
what stares back at u has got something 2 tell u
something kept secret, but hidden only from u
ur beauty glows from the inside, if only u knew
2.
2 share ur time is the greatest of highs
sadness & tears only visible when we've said our goodbyes
fun filled memories 2 tuck away in the safe of my mind
remind me only of the ways I like u 2 pass my time
3.
i can't remember a day when I've not laughed til i ache
can't remember a day which I would ever forsake
time spent looking & listening 2 the sway of ur hips
watching every word spoken as each one leaves ur lips
4.
i understand but hate the frustration of our deathly silence
u have 2 concentrate on urs, not ours, 2 avoid mental violence
doesn't matter what I wish 4, the future is clear
i wish u luck, but am there if u need me2 fight away fears
Sunday, 28 March 2010
shackles r gone
earth & heaven
Wednesday, 24 March 2010
satisfaction in 2's
all i ever want u 2 believe in, is the way that u feel
never have 2 offer urself 2 me, 2 prove ur beauty is real
i know a really good place where i can show u, a place where two share
i want 2 make u feel real in whatever time that we share
chorus
fascinated by ur look, addicted 2 the truth in ur eyes
immediate addiction 2 the life in ur smile
the look that u wear, the way ur personality moves
i knew i could love u, enjoy satisfaction in 2's
2.
opened urself up, admitted how u think u should act
4got how so beautiful inside, can make beautiful last
never look outside b4 first uv looked in
no need 2 offer urself 2 a man 4 his affection 2 win
chorus
3.
when u really understand, when u finally realise why
that 2 have some1 who cares 4u, makes u unforgetably smile
2 share with a person, u need 2 hold on so tight
because when the 1's gone, u lose the wealth of the light
chorus
4.
surround urself with him that cares 4 ur heart
he who would never disrespect or expect the rite
just some1 who knows that when u offer u whole
he will eternally protect or die 4 the life of ur soul
chorus
5.
there's a difference in the way u gain full satisfaction
by sharing ur body with him who wants & needs ur reaction
not just the chance 2 pleasure himself
because 2 share that deep feeling brings the richest of wealth
i don't dream anymore
i can't smile the colours that burn so bright, whilst we're apart
the bitter taste of loneliness fills my body, poisons my life
i never want this feeling to remain, don't want it 2 last
why can't u understand, why can't u c?
chorus
things can't b the same, they don't compare
the shining sun in my world, replaced by a cold dark night
i want u more than anyone i've ever wanted b4
i still close my eyes, sleep deep, but i don't dream anymore
2.
ur eyes r now telling a different story
ur language has changed, so hard 4 me 2 understand
why now reserve ur look 4 him, another man
when u know ur heart belongs here with me
chorus
3.
like 2 ships that pass silently in the seas of the night
stare straight ahead, walk on past, feels like goodbye's
its killing the feelings that once yearned 4 me & my
i guess nothing i say will make ur love shine
chorus
4.
i'm not even sure that what i gave u means anything at all
i can't change ur mind, can't make u want me more
don't make the mistake that in time u'll regret
my light still shines 4u, always remember, or 4get
chorus
words don't come easy
words don't come easy when u want them 2 say so much
i'm lost in a world in which i long 4 ur touch
long 4 ur mind 2 want me more than it does
i'm in need of ur smile, in need of ur love
2.
i already miss weeks gone by when we were 4ever
sacrificed time like it was neverending, like no-1 else but us mattered
what we had created was so precious, we were second 2 none
why do things have 2 change, why now rain clouds not sun
3.
this penance i pay for in love & true
i never intended for my world 2 revolve around u
don't b scared as i whisper these words in ur ear
i stand by my promise 2 fade, disappear
4.
maybe our time has now come, maybe it would now b much better
if 4 the sake of our memories we 4get any kind of us "together"
but if this is the way, then why do i care so much 4u
i don't believe in a world where there's a never us 2
5.
when i lie next to her, there's no feelings just numb
i know uv felt the same yet he's still your 1
what's going 2 change, what do you hope will b different
lock yourself in2 something that has no light & no distance
6.
well tomorrows another day, at sunrise these words will b lost
words sadly forgotten, reduced 2 just dust
i'm trapped with no way out, not knowing what to do 4 the best
guess i'll just surrender, let u decide the rest
Friday, 19 March 2010
claw my black
love u in my head
filling my thoughts
love the thought of u with me
& the times that we brought
chorus
Aghhhhhhhhhhh.............
claw my black take me back

reach inside & put me back 2gether
peice by peice like ur flowing river
2.
i'm hungry 4 "with u"
times on our own
i guess ur not naked
4 me & alone
chorus
3.
take & turn u all about
lay u down then twist u over
make ur round, all about
feel the touch of my breathe
chorus
the undecided
i'm fairly cool, softly spoken
undecided, heart 4 breaking
love with my mind, body & soul
prefer hard funk 2 rock & roll
chorus
the undecided, stripped & torn
tired but raving, battered & worn
want crazy hard & sexy woman
need some lady, who gives & given
2.
touch & hurt, ripped laid bare
funk me hard but love me, care
hurt me, take me, rape my needs
suck my lick, then taste my beads
chorus
3.
crazy stream, rifts & river
curl ur tongue & suck 4ever
rough & take me, make me sleep
the undecided hides & seek
chorus
so old without new
1.
with sensible decisions & reality words
comes an end 2 our eternity, with every syllable heard
with each passing minute my smile continues 2 fade
knowing that as time passes bye, nights fast replace days
chorus
u may already have guessed that last night & today was our end
gave u something 2 remember us by & with much love it was sent
beautiful & elegant, representative of u
always love me never hate me, so old without new
2.
i really don't think i can do the only just friends
give me kisses & hold me as our relationship ends
only ever with a thank u do u now show me affection
no interest in my advances, just polite sympathetic reaction
chorus
3.
clear & evidential, little doubt in my eyes
our time has come, almost time 4 goodbyes
like the fire that burnt, but now barely glows
u turned down my everything, with gentle bodily blows
chorus
4.
as 1 door 4 u closes yet another 1 opens
time 2 try 2 rebuild that that was so nearly broken
i just hope that u achieve ur ultimate goal
there'll be no1 happier 4 u, such a beautiful girl
chorus
5.
i offered u the world, offered u a chance 2 restart
return u 2 the real world of what "love life" is about
fun, life & passion, but instead u still choose
2 flog a dead donkey, so i sing u the blues
chorus
6.
i respect everything u say but still so deeply love u
will remember with a smile me & u, us 2
my body still wants u but my mind tells me 2 leave
so that u stand every chance 4 new life & 2 dream
chorus
7.
2 stand on the sidelines with no life of my own
living life like a dog, begging 4 a walk or a bone
it's not really my style but 4 u I would bleed
can't let u dictate when 2 give u pleasure, sew my seed
chorus
8.
there's 1 thing i know that if u chose 2 leave
my door would b open 2 love u and breed
i just can't deal with a life of certain 2nd best
prefer 2 cherish the times when us 2 fooled the rest
chorus
9.
best 2 draw 2 an end before we end up hating each other
avoiding u & me for the sake of another
been the best year of my life and so i cry a tear
it hurts more than i expected, need time 2 repair
chorus
Wednesday, 17 March 2010
addictively addictive
Monday, 15 March 2010
my world
why did u do it 2 me, i ask myself why
well the tears 2 my eyes so i silently cry
those words they cut deep, deep in2 my soul
they ripped apart my world, which now crumbles & folds
chorus
i'm still in love with every inch of ur fine perfect form
but love now lies on the floor, bruised, battered & torn
u bought life to my world with the love that u gave
now i have 2 find strength if my life is 2b saved
2.
none of what went wrong will ever b my friend again
i live 4 the hope that in time i will mend
but now as i open my eyes, i see a cruel cruel world
one than can only be sweetened by 1 special girl
chorus
3.
what can i do now except save whats at home
my kids r my world, could i ever leave them alone?
mayb things would be better if i weren't around
live myself a seperate life, until happy's refound
chorus