i want u (co-written with Peter @ pit writers facebook)

1.
with every breath i'm taking
falling deeper in2 u
the love i feel completes me
a belief in something new
see it in my eyes
the creation of us 2
with every tear i cry
waterfalls of u

chorus.
i want u
i want u
i want u
i want u

2.
every touch a memory
a canvass drenched in blue
every stroke i'm taking
the silky touch of u
as time goes by i wonder
if we ever had a clue
that the beauty of us moving
is perfection made for 2

chorus.
i want u
i want u
i want u
i want u

3.
whenever i dream, i dream of
a special kind of room
filled with pretty flowers
and me laying next 2u
holding u 4ever
whispering secret truths,
words for u 2 treasure,
i dedicate 2 u

chorus.
i want u
i want u
i want u
i want u

(out...)
our time, could be defined
as beautiful
in the words of a rhyme
our time, could be defined
as beautiful
in the words of a rhyme

bleed the colour blue (co-written with Theo Adler)

1.
this is how i see u, ur words are going through my mind,
u won't listen 2 me, but i know u, & have for some time,
u might fool the others,
but u see,
i make it my business 2 know,
so sit back & take notice,
verbal punches, make contact real slow.

chorus
when the time comes 2 give up classrooms, pens & different names,
u'll surely know that when it's over, it's the end 4 playground games.
what goes around comes around, & it's not looking good 4 u,
i'll continue smiling while u bleed the colour blue,
i'm passing through.

2.
u stroll from classroom 2 classroom,
u make us listen 2 every single word,
each one said with a wisdom,
from ur ego mirrored world,
ur vanity, high opinions,
we have 2 listen in awe 2 the sound,
but in reality,
u know nothing except the method,
2 bring us down.

chorus

3.
i look at u, i'm watching,
as u polish ur self proclaiming crown.
laugh as u stumble,
laugh at the ease with which it falls down.
it brings me a smile,
knowing what others do not know.
i've seen u, i'm a witness,
& that just adds a rhythm 2 my flow.

chorus

no miracles (2004)

1. maybe now u'll understand me, a perfect friend can, won't, & but most certainly will be, but as quick as we're here then u blink & we're gone, no miracles, no divinity, we just pass it on 2. u took it, smiled & made it urs, now u have everything u dreamed of, 4 4ever now & 4ever more, so, well done 2u, much love i send, ur amazing, i love u, signed, ur perfect friend 3. every worthwhile love note, carries a sad ps., in my case, now i'm lonely, unable 2 rest, feelings always grow, they flourish, then slowly die, because no-one i ever love, can become, 4ever mine

it's

1.
it's happened baby, ur time is now,
i'm privileged 2 have travelled with u,
along the final mile,
2 have held ur hand,
stripped & played with u,
has been a pleasure & an honour,
experiences, crazy & new

2.
now it's time 4u 2 enjoy
the eternal dream,
& when i hold u next,
no more silent screams,
just 2 hearts beating behind ur smile
& a warm proud feeling,
filling my 2 blue eyes

3.
9 months baby, a brand new road,
39 weeks 4 me 2 watch u grow,
it's happened baby, ur time is now,
enjoy every moment,
& if u ever feel down,
look back on the times i made u smile,
let every one carry u, that extra mile

4.
4give me 4 everything i've never done,
& 4 feeling some sadness, at the sight,
of our setting sun,
if u were ever really mine
then it is time 4 goodbyes
& if tears i shed, then they roll,
down 2 a happy smile

just another love song

1.
U r so beautiful,
i can't do anything
without my mind drowning
in thoughts of U,
i look at ur face,
ur body,
the way U walk,
& i'm spellbound,
treading water,
floating in a wet dream

2.
the things U did 2 me,
i still feel every touch,
every stroke,
every kiss,
one thousands times a day,
consumed by ur presence
both in the conscious,
& inside my dreams,
but always when i need U,
always when ur not around

3.
can't put in2 words
what i need 4U 2 know,
each & every 1 sounds empty,
sound like they've been said
100 times b4,
but if U close ur eyes,
breath in the cool morning air
& clear ur mind,
embrace the memories we made,
then u'll know baby, then u'll know

4.
i wish U everything,
everything 4U,
i want U 2 know what it is,
what it is 2b a smile,
experience love without condition,
know what it feels like 2b complete,
i want all of this 4U my baby
but wishes r just hopes,
hopes with feelings,
its U who has 2 make them come true

5.
please believe,
believe in everything U hold so dear,
never let others steal ur smile,
they're bitter, bitter & sour,
criminals of the mind,
instead rise above them all
remember who U r,
hold ur head high,
believe in the girl that makes me love U,
so again, i can hold ur hand in mine

beg

chorus
thinking about what we have,
what we had,
& amazed by the power
as u open ur legs,
just the whip from ur hips
takes me down 2 my knees,
i'm left with no choice,
so i beg & i plead

1.
as i bend down with a kiss
caress the soft of ur lips,
i'm hypnotized by the sense
of ur blessed relief
thinking back 2 the time
we made love 2 the trees
whilst we prayed 2 our god
of "in us we believe"

2.
i love 2 push & 2 pull
& think about u at night
when u bless me with ur presence
i remember how tight
ur wanting lips grip
as i attempt 2 withdraw
maybe never again
but i know u still want me more

3.
i hold the power 2 create
a world 4 us 2 do
touching that brings a longing
4 what the both of us can do
2 have memories like mine
where i don't have 2 beg or 2 plead
i'm taking a step back
but know, that it's u that i need

what it is

intro.
she's "what it is", what i want,
a lifetime in an hour with u
no complications, crystal clear clarity,
free from any doubt, needing u

1.
she's her, she's imagery, perfect poetry,
a woman who once surrounded me
with "what it is", a life so full,
a beautiful everything & a 4ever,
but as she left, disappeared,
she blessed me with memories,
now all i have 2 do is close my eyes,
& out of the darkness, "what it is",
a whispering promise,
fallen from satisfying blue skies

2.
instilled within the deepest part of me,
everything she ever shared,
life, love, fantasy, kisses from a heaven,
i want 2 thank u, with "what it is",
leave u with pearls & diamonds
wrapped up in a thought,
valuable & precious, ur worth so much more,
never ever leave me, with alone without u

out
want 2 love u
love 2 want u
need ur love
& love ur needs,
baby, please come home
with a "what it is"
contained in a beautiful dream

looking thru the window

chorus
looking thru the window
at the garden of my life
i reminiss & love the memories
of my smiling candle light,
her warm eternal flame
that lit the passion in my heart
4 many happy months
b4 we slowly fell apart

1.
i watch the cold & silent breeze
blowing fallen golden leaves
around my many winding paths,
down avenues lined with trees,
& as my mind starts 2 drift
i sit & find me blindly stare
as my eyes imagine us
not 2 have u with me is hard 2 bare

2.
ur eyes were my inspiration
2 make u smile was my life
& all i ever wanted
was 4u 2 shine so so so bright,
but now u choose ur other
u make ur smile 4 someone else
i have to fade in2 the distance
& return 2 "never melt"

3.
as the ink from my blue pen
runs dry just like my smile
i close the book & kiss it
allow myself 2 dream of u 1 last time,
then draw a final breath
b4 i let thoughts of u & me disappear
& with these last few written words
i wish u everything my dear

stripped down

chorus
bright lights shone
as we closed the door
bedazzling my corrupted mind,
blinding me with the realization
that u were more than just my kind
more than i will ever know
more than i could have ever dreamed
every night i wanted u naked
stripped down where i could see

1.
my wide eyes saw the reflection
of u begging me in the mirror
the need 4 me 2 bless u
with a purple log of willow,
perverted ur deepest thoughts
2 the dirtiest in my mind
bit the wishes deep inside u
so ur body bumped & grind

2.
as i ripped the decency,
from the flowers in ur mind,
i slowly bit the petals
from the knickers of my bride,
i licked the perspiration that dripped,
from ur trickling mountain stream
i wanted 2 break ur pretty body
whilst i whispered "i love u", in ur ear

3.
i was blessed 2b ur lover
& honoured 2b ur hoare
it was u that controlled my body
with the dirty mind that i adored
i'm more than in love with u woman
like jewels disguised as treasure
ur fuck was pure excitement
i'm destined 2 4get u never

smile & cry

1.
4 the rest of time
i'll smile & cry
bcoz of what u mean 2 me,
i'll 4ever remember
the time we shared,
& 4 how u set me free

2.
we ran out of time
but still i smile & cry
everytime i see ur face,
just close my eyes
2 imagine,
ur beauty, style & grace

3.
i hope 4 the rest of time
u'll smile & cry
at the thought of our embrace,
the miracle,
& the feeling,
of how we moved, we felt, we taste

4.
4 the rest of time
i'll smile & cry
at my precious memories of u,
the crystal tears,
they roll & fall,
but my "loving remains" r true

5.
i hope 4 the rest of time
u'll smile & cry
at what we could have been,
we designed delicately,
& created,
a world that 2 this day lives on in me

6.
we ran out of time
but i still smile & cry
at the moment we fell & died,
the offer
of compassion,
that led 2 u opening up ur eyes

7.
4 the rest of time
i'll smile & cry
bcoz it hurts 2 fall apart,
the passion that lives inside me,
still breathes,
with every gracious beat of ur heart

sheets

1.
i'm sat here sweet baby
with a tear in my eye
reminiscing about,
the perfection in ur eyes
thinking about,
the next time that we meet
& how i so want 2 hold u
between cool, sensuous sheets

chorus.
ur smooth naked body
moulded closely with mine
put one arm around u,
the other, tracing a line
along the curves of ur body
so warm & so sweet
creating a memory 4 the 2 of us
between cool, sensuous sheets

2.
destroy the uncontrolable animal
& put in it's place
a sleeping lime banshee
that screams silently in peace
move in so close behind u
4 reasons of sensitivity & release
kiss the skin on ur shoulders
between cool, sensuous sheets

3.
as i memorise the moans
that fall from ur mouth
i push gently inside u
coaxing the inside of u out
urging u 2 listen
2 how strong my heart beats
in that moment i love u
wrapped in cool, sensuous sheets

4.
these feelings i have 4u
created from gifts within dreams
slowly bringing u pleasure
as u journey with me
along paths that r designed
with every stroke u receive
let me hold u close 4 a 4ever
between cool, sensuous sheets

5.
my imagination relaxes
as slowly we move
with a sense of the serenity,
of a pleasure so smooth,
bring the waves of ur hips
crashing down like the sea
loving, crimson & wet
between cool, sensuous sheets

u wake up with me

1.
read u my message
written with love upon paper
the wonder of u
laid out like an angel
visions of the 2 of us
rain down from the sky,
the words drip from ur lips
2 replace the tears in my eyes

chorus
with each day that passes
i offer u choices
any number of promises
sung with echoes from voices
allowing u the freedom
2 live out a dream
when i close my eyes 2 sleep
u wake up with me

2.
as my mind relaxes
falling deep in2 sleep
i read every 1 of ur messages
& dream that u speak
whispering words
that allow me 2b
alone with my thoughts
& with the clarity 2c

3.
with the last verse of my rhyme
the last few strokes of my pen
both a happy & sadness
a crazy, cruel loving blend
either asleep or awake
within my thoughts u'll remain
until the next time we meet
2u, my everything I send

light & dark

1.

the next time i'm inside of u
i'm gonna talk about the mind of u
it's ur imagination that interests me
& how it feels, 2b fucked by me

2.
how's the feeling when u first lay down?
what's it like, 2 hear the sound?
does it excite, wet preparation?
does it excite ur mind, ur imagination?

3.
what's it like when i withdraw?
does it leave u empty, wanting more?
how does it feel as i push back in?
stroke ur lips, & again begin

4.
with ur every answer
taking ur every word
ensuring i listen
ensuring i learn,
pay attention 2 what lies
out of sight
what do u perceive of me
a golden light?

5.

when do u first experience sexual pleasure?
is it b4 or after, or does it depend on whether
it's me that's filling the whole of u?
or just the thrill of any man & u?

6.

if i was 2 whisper how bad i feel
about reality tasting like a bitter pill
maybe tell u about the number of girls
that have tried, but have never spun my world

7.

if i was 2 scream, about the sweetest suck
& how u changed my life from lick 2 fuck
would u believe a single word i said?
& in the dirty sheets that fill my head

8.

tell me,
can u go without sleep 4 hours & hours?
would u let me take control?
take 4 myself what was ours
let me reduce u 2 a worthlessness?
that makes u appreciate life's simple breathe?

9.

could u enjoy humiliation?
then still open up
2 penetration?
even though u hated me
as i spoil ur dream
with the reality of 3

10.

play a different game of sex with me
that stinks of darkness, & feels unclean
reduces u 2 a weakened girl
that cries 4 daddy, & her perfect world

11.

never take 4 granted ur special light
that shines so bright, of a purest white
why spend ur time looking, 4 a different spark
in the hope that there's light within the dark

loving cup

1.

u know when i'm there
looking at u
i'm imagining and remembering
fucking u thru
ur tight tidy body
laid out on the bed
playing hard with urself
as ur giving me head

chorus
so fucking horny
when i open u up
pushing myself deep,
inside ur loving cup
the feeling of ur lips
& the look on ur face
just u on my mind
i love the disgrace

2.

as i push myself in
& then slowly withdraw
the experience of pumping u hard
my deep purple need 2 explore
carries me thru
the times when we're apart
ur keeping me alive
pumping blood 2 my heart

3.

as we move 2gether
turn ourselves around
my breathing increases
like a fuck thirsty hound
just want 2 eat pretty pussy
lick every taste from ur lips
let it well in my mouth
b4 i spit it back 2 ur clit

4.

as i fuck ur sweet hole
watching u grind from behind
i stare lovingly at ur ass
dream of pushing, myself inside
hearing u make dirty noises
whilst i whisper in ur ear
"ur gonna be loving the pain,
so feel free 2 scream my dear"

5.

then when ur broken
& i'm ready 2 let go
i'm gonna grab tight at ur throat
& then dirty u whole
cream in ur coffee
a longing in ur heart
remember each thrust
4 the times we're apart

my eyes

1.
from the corner of my eye
i watch ur dress fall apart,
revealing, olive coloured skin,
that gently covers up ur heart,
like the ripples of the sea
gently rising up, then slowly down,
rhythmically with ur breathing,
perfectly in tune with every sound

chorus
it's ur face, it's ur smile
it's ur every spoken word,
it's the way that u turn corners,
in this beautiful golden world,
it's the way that we exist,
cloaked in a carefully designed disguise,
it's ur heart that makes me smile,
u make the life within my eyes

2.
from the corner of my eye
i watch ur dress fall apart,
revealing......the person & the body
that heals the hurt inside my heart,

u bless every single breath,
soothe every ache within my bones,
& with each sound ur lips make,
i wish, that ur life was my own

chorus

3.
from the corner of my eye
i watch ur dress fall apart,
the contour of ur hips,
like a gentle breeze in march,
& as hope, it springs eternal,
that inside of u she grows,
a life of pure sweet innocence
but wearing my own clothes

chorus

no longer a girl (Sept 10)

1.
like a leaf on a breeze
drifting gently at play
i saw ur face reappear
then watched it fade slowly away,
u & me baby
we nearly made it, almost got past half way
down b.o.b.'s long golden road
please read those words every day

chorus.
they say love is blind
so u opened ur eyes
u let me take u 2 places
2 learn what's inside
u found someone of beauty,
who's no longer a girl
thank u 4 letting me carry u
towards the heart of my world

2.
such a shame u turned back
we only made it half way
the journey gets better
but u decided to stay
2 retrace ur tracks
& return to pure white
instead of continuing 2 learn
about the beauty of life

chorus

3.
remember who u r
what in urself u saw
how u felt when i touched u
what it was like 2b adored
how happy u were
when i made ur life smile
please keep ur mind open
don't cry, run or hide

chorus

4.
face life head on
never ever shy away
act with ur heart
don't let ur head always win the day
do what u have 2
2 continue 2 shine
don't do it 4 me
but 2 make urself smile

chorus

5.
i've done all i can
can't do anymore
just u & me 4 a day
2 look forward 2, & adore
u let go of my hand
& then turned me away
was that ur head or heart talking?
shaping the rest of our days

chorus.

6.
really i'm nothing
& i don't pretend 2b
the answer 2 life,
these words r just my beliefs
but when u see me smile
what do u think that it means
maybe just happy
but then u haven't seen what i've seen

coffee bean cameleon

1.

the key 2 unlock the funk
hidden away & out of sight
the coffee bean cameleon
responds 2 colours of dark & light
with one touch u dance insane
cause purple lips 2 drip like rain
the coffee bean cameleon
reserved 4 me & my loose change

2.

fleshy hood, shelters experience
suppressing the joy of ur erotic
so easily removed
b4 gentle kisses of the hypnotic
a head fuck in the round
taking u places u want 2 go
coffee bean cameleon
let's play, make waters flow

3.

coffee bean cameleon
i have such a deep respect 4u
u bring pleasure 2 my special one
when u & i both serve 2 do
what now comes so so natural
& kiss with lips both night & day
sweet coffee bean cameleon
please turn purple, make it rain

after every midnight dream

chorus

after every midnight dream
i want to 2 gaze in2 ur eyes
then move up right beside u
fall back 2 sleep between ur thighs
but first, i'll wrap myself around u
after i've whispered in ur ear
give me soft wet purple lips
in exchange 4 white & creamy tears

1.

i want u 2 drive me around ur body
in a chauffeur driven car
& drop me off at places
that show me who u r
then when u see me tiring
drive by & pick me up again
i'll take the back seat for 20 minutes
whilst u mix & grind & blend

chorus

2.

then when ur tank runs empty
let me take u out 2 dinner
2 show u just how grateful i really am
4 being my eternal sinner
ur free 2 choose the starter
but u have 2 promise 2 leave some space
i've got something that'll fill u up
i hate 2 c an erection go 2 waste

duvets & folds

Chorus
as u take my hand
i imagine a world
where u hold me 4ever
under duvets & folds
then as u lay me down
& kiss me soft on the lips
i touch ur beautiful body
2b sure u exist

1.
why can't life just b
one smile laden dream
where i kiss & i stroke
ur face & believe
in every single word
that falls from ur lips
but only in dreams
do truths really exist

chorus

2.
thinking of how good it would b
if u were 2b mine 4ever
waking up next 2 u every morning
making love without feathers
exploring every inch of ur body
leaving not 1 stone unturned
until i find that secret place
that makes u melt & soft moan

chorus

3.
know that when i'm with u
i can reach out 2 stars
touch every 1 that shines
between jupiter & mars
let u make the choice
about which one 2 keep
mine is tucked away safely
hidden in ur dreams whilst u sleep

christmas eve

chorus
missing u again
wanting u here with me
as i sit alone staring
in2 the lights on my tree
hoping 2 see u
the reflection of ur brown eyes
but knowing i won't, i concentrate,
on the sound of my sighs

1.
as i sit here i imagine
u sat there wanting me
thinking about how different
christmas eve 4 u & i could b
thinking that maybe next year
when i take 2 my bed
i'll be opening my eyes 2 a christmas
with ur beauty instead

chorus

2.
but the reality is
that this cold christmas evening
could be the start of ur new life
something more important 4u 2 believe in
something so special
& something so right
fulfilling ur dreams daily
both morning & night

chorus

3.
still, hey, guess what
i can 4ever look back at time
& remember us dancing
drinking fine rose wine
it would never take much
4 me 2 close my eyes tight
& imagine us 2gether
every christmas eve night

sweet

1.

i need u 2 know
of a dream i once had,
it stank of a sweet heaven
arc angels turned bad
their screams sent sad echoes
thru my head as i slept
then as i woke up without U
it hurt so bad & i wept

chorus

as i opened my eyes
came the sad realization
of how lonely i felt
without ur sweet imagination
how much i would miss
every single 1 of our days
dancing 2gether 4ever
in the hot burning rain

2.

tried so hard
not 2 fall down or apart
loving U was my pleasure
made U a promise from the heart
that whenever U needed me
wanted my sweet by ur side
u'd just have 2 open ur mind,
& make a wish with ur eyes

chorus

3.

but whilst the tears roll
my heart wears a smile
as beneath all of the sadness,
bathed in a loving disguise,
is a deep satisfaction
& sense of sweet pride
of having been close 2 a woman
who's beauty shines from inside

pearls

1.

open ur lips
accept a sweet kiss,
the erotic of my body
enjoys a touch thru the mist
from the intensity of ur look
2 the thoughts from ur mind
soaking ur sweat ridden body
with pearls which were once mine

2.

lick the sweat from ur skin
spit it back 2 disguise
a dirty little secret
that U stole from my mind
took a hold of it's edges
& returned it 2 me
with a sense of how filthy
pearls of pride make us feel

3.

bite ur lip as U cum
touch myself as eye play
U suck the pearls from my body
as eye kneel down 2 pray
tease the thoughts from my eyes
whilst they burn in2 U
close my eyes & prepare
4 white pearls tinted blue