looking thru the window

chorus
looking thru the window
at the garden of my life
i reminiss & love the memories
of my smiling candle light,
her warm eternal flame
that lit the passion in my heart
4 many happy months
b4 we slowly fell apart

1.
i watch the cold & silent breeze
blowing fallen golden leaves
around my many winding paths,
down avenues lined with trees,
& as my mind starts 2 drift
i sit & find me blindly stare
as my eyes imagine us
not 2 have u with me is hard 2 bare

2.
ur eyes were my inspiration
2 make u smile was my life
& all i ever wanted
was 4u 2 shine so so so bright,
but now u choose ur other
u make ur smile 4 someone else
i have to fade in2 the distance
& return 2 "never melt"

3.
as the ink from my blue pen
runs dry just like my smile
i close the book & kiss it
allow myself 2 dream of u 1 last time,
then draw a final breath
b4 i let thoughts of u & me disappear
& with these last few written words
i wish u everything my dear