beg

chorus
thinking about what we have,
what we had,
& amazed by the power
as u open ur legs,
just the whip from ur hips
takes me down 2 my knees,
i'm left with no choice,
so i beg & i plead

1.
as i bend down with a kiss
caress the soft of ur lips,
i'm hypnotized by the sense
of ur blessed relief
thinking back 2 the time
we made love 2 the trees
whilst we prayed 2 our god
of "in us we believe"

2.
i love 2 push & 2 pull
& think about u at night
when u bless me with ur presence
i remember how tight
ur wanting lips grip
as i attempt 2 withdraw
maybe never again
but i know u still want me more

3.
i hold the power 2 create
a world 4 us 2 do
touching that brings a longing
4 what the both of us can do
2 have memories like mine
where i don't have 2 beg or 2 plead
i'm taking a step back
but know, that it's u that i need

what it is

intro.
she's "what it is", what i want,
a lifetime in an hour with u
no complications, crystal clear clarity,
free from any doubt, needing u

1.
she's her, she's imagery, perfect poetry,
a woman who once surrounded me
with "what it is", a life so full,
a beautiful everything & a 4ever,
but as she left, disappeared,
she blessed me with memories,
now all i have 2 do is close my eyes,
& out of the darkness, "what it is",
a whispering promise,
fallen from satisfying blue skies

2.
instilled within the deepest part of me,
everything she ever shared,
life, love, fantasy, kisses from a heaven,
i want 2 thank u, with "what it is",
leave u with pearls & diamonds
wrapped up in a thought,
valuable & precious, ur worth so much more,
never ever leave me, with alone without u

out
want 2 love u
love 2 want u
need ur love
& love ur needs,
baby, please come home
with a "what it is"
contained in a beautiful dream

looking thru the window

chorus
looking thru the window
at the garden of my life
i reminiss & love the memories
of my smiling candle light,
her warm eternal flame
that lit the passion in my heart
4 many happy months
b4 we slowly fell apart

1.
i watch the cold & silent breeze
blowing fallen golden leaves
around my many winding paths,
down avenues lined with trees,
& as my mind starts 2 drift
i sit & find me blindly stare
as my eyes imagine us
not 2 have u with me is hard 2 bare

2.
ur eyes were my inspiration
2 make u smile was my life
& all i ever wanted
was 4u 2 shine so so so bright,
but now u choose ur other
u make ur smile 4 someone else
i have to fade in2 the distance
& return 2 "never melt"

3.
as the ink from my blue pen
runs dry just like my smile
i close the book & kiss it
allow myself 2 dream of u 1 last time,
then draw a final breath
b4 i let thoughts of u & me disappear
& with these last few written words
i wish u everything my dear

stripped down

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bright lights shone
as we closed the door
bedazzling my corrupted mind,
blinding me with the realization
that u were more than just my kind
more than i will ever know
more than i could have ever dreamed
every night i wanted u naked
stripped down where i could see

1.
my wide eyes saw the reflection
of u begging me in the mirror
the need 4 me 2 bless u
with a purple log of willow,
perverted ur deepest thoughts
2 the dirtiest in my mind
bit the wishes deep inside u
so ur body bumped & grind

2.
as i ripped the decency,
from the flowers in ur mind,
i slowly bit the petals
from the knickers of my bride,
i licked the perspiration that dripped,
from ur trickling mountain stream
i wanted 2 break ur pretty body
whilst i whispered "i love u", in ur ear

3.
i was blessed 2b ur lover
& honoured 2b ur hoare
it was u that controlled my body
with the dirty mind that i adored
i'm more than in love with u woman
like jewels disguised as treasure
ur fuck was pure excitement
i'm destined 2 4get u never

smile & cry

1.
4 the rest of time
i'll smile & cry
bcoz of what u mean 2 me,
i'll 4ever remember
the time we shared,
& 4 how u set me free

2.
we ran out of time
but still i smile & cry
everytime i see ur face,
just close my eyes
2 imagine,
ur beauty, style & grace

3.
i hope 4 the rest of time
u'll smile & cry
at the thought of our embrace,
the miracle,
& the feeling,
of how we moved, we felt, we taste

4.
4 the rest of time
i'll smile & cry
at my precious memories of u,
the crystal tears,
they roll & fall,
but my "loving remains" r true

5.
i hope 4 the rest of time
u'll smile & cry
at what we could have been,
we designed delicately,
& created,
a world that 2 this day lives on in me

6.
we ran out of time
but i still smile & cry
at the moment we fell & died,
the offer
of compassion,
that led 2 u opening up ur eyes

7.
4 the rest of time
i'll smile & cry
bcoz it hurts 2 fall apart,
the passion that lives inside me,
still breathes,
with every gracious beat of ur heart